iTired. iHungry. iUpset. iSad. There are too much I need to handle and I don't think I can handle it anymore. It's so frustrating , you had complicated emotion when there are so many things you need to take care. I can't handle myself either. And I did nothing productive today. 

My self esteem was very low due to several reason.

Will update more.

There yah go, till then, wassalam.